I really admire those people who can write happy
things when they’re sad, and sad things when they’re happy, for I can’t. I always write how I feel at that very moment.
No matter how happy or how sad a song is, and what kind of memories it brings, it still can’t help me to switch my feeling away into something I don’t feel. I don’t listen to a music when I write, anyway. It’s a distraction to me.
So maybe I’m just a writer who can’t lie to her own feelings, a writer who is too honest with her writings. I am not a truly honest person, but when I write, I have no heart to lie to my own feeling and thought. I can’t. I just can’t.
I love my writings. I am not a well-known writer who has been wishing that someday she will be quite a noted one. I am not a bad writer. I write with my heart, and I know that I don’t have a bad heart.
That’s all that matters, I think.
No matter how happy or how sad a song is, and what kind of memories it brings, it still can’t help me to switch my feeling away into something I don’t feel. I don’t listen to a music when I write, anyway. It’s a distraction to me.
So maybe I’m just a writer who can’t lie to her own feelings, a writer who is too honest with her writings. I am not a truly honest person, but when I write, I have no heart to lie to my own feeling and thought. I can’t. I just can’t.
I love my writings. I am not a well-known writer who has been wishing that someday she will be quite a noted one. I am not a bad writer. I write with my heart, and I know that I don’t have a bad heart.
That’s all that matters, I think.
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